Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Unforgettable smile

Just now I saw an application on Facebook “whose smile is ‘unforgettable’”. There were three options like Mine, Mom, Boyfriend/Girlfriend. Well I can’t say mine, as I hate my smile. I try to do it as little as possible to save others from committing a crime of hate. But title of application reminded me of someone with whom I only had 2 to 3 hour of acquaintance but, since I still remember it, it must be unforgettable J . I cannot remember his face clearly but I can remember his smile, a smile whose assurance and honesty pushed all hesitances out of me and kept me going out of edge, which is really uncommon ;). I don’t get mingle up with person so easily, it takes me month to be myself to talk to a girl/boy unhesitatingly and openly without any hitches. But here I was, talking to him like I have known him for a long time.

I was sitting in the hotel and waiting for my result of my 2nd round when he came to talk to me (he too was waiting for his turn and he wanted to ask about the interview question and all, as I had finished mine and he was about to be called). He was nice and decent, and perhaps 1st boy/girl with whom I talked so easily without any pricking and I was feeling so good that even I can be socialable at first meetingJ. Then I got call for 3rd round and I went. It went around 1 hour and by the time he also cleared 1st and 2nd round, and when I returned to my place he welcomed with me the same smile and said something about my interview being gone too long. We went on talking about some other topics(I don’t exactly remember). He kindly offered me to help with job search in good company like Amazon (that’s the one I can remember) and all. And then MindTree’s HR came to me and informed that I have been selected and then boooooom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was happy and I sprinted from hotel like I have a zombie behind me and only breathed when I reached railway station. After reaching I when I cooled down a bit after all those excitement, I thought about that guy and then I realized that I did not even know his name (No idea whether he told me or not). I don’t know what my problem is. Ideally I should have been waited a little more to know what his result was or even for my sake to get more information from MindTree, as I was in no hurry. It was just 4 in evening. I should have at least waited for my professional gain as I could have got more information about opening in some good companies, but I am what I am, and I am completely hopeless :P. People say such acquaintances help you to build a network which is good for you and your career, but that can not happen in case as my dick head will never let me do that. No doubt about that. I don’t know whether that guy was good or not (you can never know that in such a short meeting), but at least first time in my life I felt very easy with someone and I lost that in few hour because of my haughtiness. I don’t know what he must be thinking about me (at that point of timeJ. I am sure he won’t even remember this now), the way I ran It would been have like I had seen some fang in him J.
Anyway it’s good to have remembrance of something as my memory is very poor in such cases. Life is good, don’t live it like me and keep smiling, you never know whom you might impress upon J .